He always makes ways.
I have planned last March to do even just at least one baking class as my gift for my birthday. http://daredreamer.livejournal.com/?skip=23 For some reason, I did not push through with my plan. Now, I realize that God has prepared something better and bigger for me.
I am currently enrolled for an 8 session- 8AM - 5PM Comprehensive Baking Class. Classes started this morning and will run till Saturday of next week. I am crossing my fingers and hopefully I won't be transferred to dayshift so that I could take the 10 day session of Basic Culinary Arts Training come August, then move on the the advanced classes. (Am so soooo excited... 
What's truly amazing was hearing Pastor Eniong talk last Sunday about God's grace despite her Mom's passing away. It inspired me. His story inspired me to take my Auntie Josie's death in a lighter manner where I see God also in the move.
A Eulogy
Auntie Josie passed away last Monday because of liver cancer complications. It was exactly a year ago when she was diagnosed of the disease. We were all shocked. She did not have a single vice. She lived a healthy lifestyle--she ate healthy foods and she did ballroom dancing. She was very active in community service. She was a woman and will forever be a woman of dignity and kindness. She's a family woman. I see her devotion to my Uncle Abe and to their four children, my cousins (Kuya Aris, Ate Joy, Ate Jayne and Anjo) and even their grandchildren.
After the diagnosis, maybe she started panicking and couldn't help but worry about her condition and her family. They jumped from one oncologist to another for second, third and even fourth opinions. She had chemo and her body's weighed down. She often complained of body pains here and there. For her relatives, it's just not so easy to bear. It is so hard to see a loved one in so much pain.
But in God's grace, we let go of Auntie Josie now. She is definitely in the most peaceful and happiest place now.
I will miss you Auntie. I will miss you asking me how I am when you visit the house. I will miss everything about you. I love you Auntie. Promise, that we will always be here for those you've left behind. You are now with God and you've surrendered your crown, and I know that's where you are most peaceful and happy. We know that just like Ron, Inang, Nanang and Auntie Ditch, you will be there to watch all over us.